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05 February 2008 @ 04:52 pm
 

well its been a bit of a while since I updated but I thought I should just write a quick post about what's been happening.
I absolutely lost my motivation on the weekend - so much for my goal, huh? I was dreading weigh-in on Monday and really didn't want to step on the scale. I find that the weight on the scale can really depress me and for a while I considered not checking the scale as my progress - but curiosity got the better of me haha.

Well - drumroll - I ended up losing 2.4 kg putting me at a current weight of 79.6kg. I also checked my measurements and I have lost a couple of cm's off my thighs, bust and hips. Yay back in the 70's again.

As for the last few days, I've actually been able to get some exercise in, thank god! I dragged myself to a Step class early this morning and loved it. I didn't even realise how much I missed just getting into the class and working my ass off. It reminds me of my dance classes I used to do : )

I set my self some prevention goals because I think my biggest issue is getting fed up and bored with my exercise routine and meals. So each week, I've decided to try a new recipe and a new form of exercise - whether it be jumping on a treadmill, swimming or just trying a new group fitness class. Obviously I will run out of exercise forms after a while - but at least I will have different ideas to fall back on PLUS I can find a style of working out that suits me and that I love to do. I just don't think theres any chance of me sticking to a plan that I hate and involves me slogging through the same routine day after day.

That said, my recipe for tonight is the Sweet Potato Fries featured on the blog 'Living to Feel Good' (http://livingtofeelgood.blogspot.com)- check them out because they look so yum!

If anyone has any good recipes - please send them my way! I love trying out new things.
 
 
Bec
30 January 2008 @ 04:19 pm
sticking to it  
Well it's my third day without slipping up or going over my calorie intake. I'm really starting to believe that I can actually do this. I can't wait to feel healthy and exercise without really being out of breath.
i havent had any issues with sticking with it yet - but i am worried about the weekend coming up. weekends for me are evil. I can be as devoted as I can during the week but weekends contain parties, and seeing friends and I just can't help slipping up. I love my friends but get togethers always seem to contain chocolate and drinks....So I suppose my goal for now is to survive the weekend without absolutely going out of control and eating 100000 blocks of chocolate.

I'm going to go to the gym tomorrow too....I 'm all pumped up which is probably a good thing! I think I want to try a cycling or step class. I used to go religiously...so it'll be weird to go back after so long. Here's to hoping I dont absolutely embarrass myself by falling over the step......which did happen once.

I've also just been added to the HEALTHY YOU challenge, so hi to anyone who may be visiting. I'm hoping to get around to everyone and say hi during the next few days and I'd love to hear from some of the other bloggers.

And this is me ....I wanted to get a dorky photo of me smiling and waving but I figured I'd scare everyone away. Plus my camera has decided to die on me.

 
 
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Bec
29 January 2008 @ 10:32 am
 
 Well it's been a few days but I made a promise to myself not to go anywhere near the scale. I'd gotten like a sneaky scale person. So no more scale for me until at least next week. I think it's better to concentrate more on getting my healthy eating and exercise underway and really seeing what a weeks worth of commitment (rather than just a days) can do for my weight.

I've got to stop being so self concious too. I think I've been avoiding going out lately, because I don't find the same joy in dressing up anymore. I can't fit into most of my old clothes (and my favourite skinny jeans) and I just feel frumpy. So when my friend had a housewarming party Sunday night, I freaked out about seeing people who I hadn't seen since my weight ballooned. But it went well and I had heaps of fun....I think I just have to bite the bullet and get out there. I'm just a bit nervous as in 2 weeks time I have to go to a party and see my ex...it'll be the first proper meetup since the breakup and you know what girls are like....I just want to look good : )

In other news, I've been walking or jogging and dragging the dog along so we're both nearly dying halfway into it - haha my dog needs to get fit too.

Well that's all for now!




 
 
 
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Bec
25 January 2008 @ 06:51 pm
ARGH...  

Okay I'm so confused here.

So, today I decided to have a look around on the net and see what sort of calories I should be taking in daily. I used a few calculators and they were all different! One suggested I should be taking in 1300 daily, while that other said 2000 which just seems scarily high - I'm not sure I can eat that much using healthy low fat foods.

So does anyone know what I should be taking in for weight loss? (I'm 18, 5'8 and 81kg and exercise 3x a week at least). I don'tthink I'm eating enough currently as I feel fatigued and lacking in energy....but maybe this is the withdrawal from sugary stuff? Argh! I just don't want to be staving my body and ruining my metabolism!

I'm so so so so lost.

Other than that- today I bought a cool little food journal to track my food intake and exercise, so hopefully I can stay on track with that.

Today was a good day - ate healthily and did an hour of power walking around the neighbourhood. 

Hopefully it'll all pay off!

 
 
Bec
24 January 2008 @ 02:58 pm
 
I've been sitting down and trying to plan out my health and fitness routine and motivational things so i dont end up diving for the chocolate packet at 2 in the morning.

I've decided to set three goals to achieve each week. These will be little changes but will ultimately contribute to my weight loss and fitness ( I hope...)

I'm already drinking two litres a day of water and eating fairly healthy but my big problem is getting myself moving. I can jog but most of the time dont motivate myself. So my three changes for the week ahead are...

1. Go for a jog every second morning. On days off I'll go for a walk.

2. I'm starting a rewards calander - an awesome idea I got from a post on the Healthy You Challenge.I'll have stickers for completing healthy diet, cardio and strength. If I have a certain amount by the end of each month - I'll reward myself with a little treat like a new pair of earrings or nailpolish or something.

3. I want to try eat at least 2 pieces of fruit daily and a serve of vegetables. I'll gradually build this up.

Phew. Well hopefully I'll be able to put those into action haha.

 
 
Bec
24 January 2008 @ 12:22 pm
 
Hello. Hello. Hello.

Well I've decided after a few weeks of failing my new years resolution that I needed to start a blog to keep myself motivated on my plan to get fit and lose weight in 2008.
You see, suprisingly with continuous drinks nights with the girls and chocolate infused movie nights....I've actually gained the most weight I have ever in a short period. So back on the healthy eating and exercise bandwagon.

Now - A little bit about myself, since I've just joined the Healthy You Challenge (http://healthyyouchallenge.blogspot.com/) to keep myself motivated and hopefully build a group of people who I can motivate and can motivate me in return.

My name is Bec and I am 18....nearly 19. I have always struggled with my weight and was quite obese from an early age. That cued lots of cruel childhood bullying and a crushing lack of self-esteem. As a teenager, I lost a great deal of weight through dancing five hours a week. Suddenly exercise wasn't a chore and I basically ate whatever I felt like, since I worked it off so easily. I gave up dancing in year twelve to concentrate on my studies. Then all the weight came crashing back on. In sheer desperation, I developed an eating disorder. I starved myself, I purged and I exercised like a mad woman and lost a great deal of weight - too much weight to be healthy. My parents and family noticed and pushed me to get help and I was able to overcome my obsession with weight. But since then, I have reverted to eating quite unhealthly. And exercising seems like the hardest things to do.

So now, despite the fact that I am not severly overweight, I am generally unhappy at the weight that I am and feel that its time to stop chowing down on sweets and start exercising and creating the type of healthy and long life I want to lead.

So that's it!

Here are my starting stats and away I go.

 
 
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